~被骗了~

被骗的心情的确不好受..
有那个人想被骗呢..？？想必没有吧..
但是，我想来想去，你为什么要骗我呢..？？
有这个必要吗？为的是什么？目的是什么？
我想了很久，一点也想不明白..
只是纯粹说说，看看我有多笨吗？
只是纯粹说说，看看我会不会相信吗？
只是纯粹说说，看看自己的功力到哪里吗？

苹果想装作什么都不知道..
但是，是你让苹果揭穿的..
伤心，不是因为你的谎话..
伤心，是因为我将要失去一个朋友了。
我在意你，是因为我把你当朋友。
我在意你，是我怕伤害你。
但是，这一切都多余吧..??

失望..伤心..难过..愤怒..疑惑..
苹果也就只能认了..
是苹果笨..!!是苹果好骗..！！是苹果太天真了..!!

p/s: this is not saying my dear..is one of my friend..

~movie time again~

haha =D
since i am so free at home,
so today went for movie again with my dearest mummy.. ^^
left with only one chinese movie i heaven't watch yet..
it's you.. ~I Love HongKong~

it's really a nice movie..
so warm..so funny..some part so touching also..
i think it will be d best movie i watched for this February..

p/s:today chat with Garry at night..
he asked me how sure m i will get better result in Sunway,Ipoh..??
suddenly he wake me up..
i think i should think of this question d..
in order don't make myself reject again..
thanks Garry..looking forward to have a drink with u soon.. ^^
and i will try d technique u told me..
"study at least 7 hours a day"..
to achieve success,something must be sacrifice..!!

♥♥ Only You...!!! ♥♥

只是最近的一出新的电视剧 "Onlu You,只有您"..
里头讲述每段感情与婚姻的经历与甜蜜,是一套浪漫的电视剧..
每当看到里头的主角们穿上美丽的婚纱，自己就有股冲动想去拍婚纱照..
嘻嘻..发梦还没有那么早，多等几年吧..!! ♥

歌词非常有意思，超喜欢的..!!
也特别献给我的宝贝.. ♥

1.尋覓靠倚　終生那志願與心事 　從未上演一生最寄望這情節
在這天跟你約定祈求兑現 　白雪紗蓋著約誓潔淨意義
心動告白呈獻　沒理論對白長篇 　成為人生經典這一天


2.沿路到此　經得了數萬個考驗　甜蜜美點　裝飾這最耀眼情節
在這天婚戒兑換如何美妙　盛宴中看著各樣禮服照耀
一路帶著微笑　沒記住昨日纏繞　成全人生新的　這一天

Only you Baby, I Love You Yes I Do
我願意一生和你笑著回味　吻著你　能越過無數　世紀
Only you Darling, I Love You Yes I Do　快樂與驚喜和你結伴尋覓
願跟你　看每個晨曦 　Oh Baby Yes I Do

~my days~

during the period of waiting my school to reopen,
i always stay at home..
erm..or just state it like this..:
i was so free everyday but sometime like alot of things for me to do..
so confused...?? so blur...??
i think so too..hehe =)
anyway,i will still try my best to make my days meaningful..
i means dun just simply waste the time..

recently i keep tidy up my room since it was so messy..
packing those old and unwanted stuff like clothes,bags,toys...
donate or just sell it to recycle company..
to earn some money also good ma..hehe ^^
hope my days will be as meaningful as it can..

p/s:doing everything for the coming TU camp..hope many youth will come and join..pray to GOD =)

some photo shows how my day goes on...
~get a balloon at jusco after an Q&A session from Beauty Balloon... ^^~
~was waiting call from my dear after him dinner...miss u ya..~

~tiring sunday~

as usual, i will go to church for d whole day long..
songs leader for Sunday School,Sunday Worship,and also TU..
hehe~ but do GOD's work,
no matter how tired and sun foo, GOD will reward me later..

GOD, is YOU who give me strength to persist for so long..
i will try my very best to serve YOU with all my heart and all my strength..
i love YOU, GOD..

when Sunday,normally i will feel sick maybe too tired..
then sometime will started to feel so lonely..
never to blame my dear..
because i know he wish to be at my side..but he can't..
everytime when i feel sick,he will try to ask me do this do that so that i can feel better..
he is so concern to me..thanks dear <3
dear,i will try my best to treat u good good..
no matter how far u are,i am always d one who loves u n wait u here..
muacksss...i love you..

~Chap Gor Meh~

today was d last day of CNY loo...
everyone have to back to normal lo..
no more CNY mood..no more holiday mood.. ^^

for me,already back to normal so long lo..
hehe~
today my family celebrate Chap Gor Mei by eating KFC and Yee Sang..
although we dun like to eat(except my mum), but we still lou together..
enjoy ya~ ^^
wishing everyone stay healthy in a brand new year.. ^^



this few days while chatting with dear,
feel extra sweet..at d same time,started to feel "bu she de" when recall all d memories during this CNY..
we enjoy going everyway together..laugh together..eat together..hug together.. ^^
everything was together..but now we have to do everything alone..
but i won't blame..i won't complaint..i promised..
i will be understanding so that our relationship can last long..
i love u dear so i will do everything for u which make u happy..
this is wat i wan..!! muackssss

looking forward to see u next time ya~ muacksss...
miss u hardly and muchie...
take k n drink more water ya ^^

p/s:one more important things: we save money together ya..??hehe ^^
~this is my surprise i got it from my dear last week...~

~public holiday~

yesterday was public holiday..
everyone of my family members stay at home and do our own things..
since i am so free,so i plan to take photo for my happy zai..
he look so nice in d camera..
but when i wanna take photo with him, he refused..!!
he keep on changing place to sit when i put near d camera to him..
haiz..too bad..bad dog..blekkkk ~

at night, d whole family of us went Yeolde English to enjoy our dinner..
food seems like not really nice compare to before..
mayb CNY ba..hehe =)
anyway,everyone of us enjoyed our dinner..
but before we wanna back home, raining heavily out there..
aiyoyo =(

~my dog look so emo..hehe ^^~

~he is trying to kacau me..~

~ ♥ Lovely Valentine's Day ♥ ~

today was Valentine's Day..
every couple was celebrating this wonderful and meaningful day together with their love one..
but i am the special one..
i am not single but i am lonely tonight..
because my dear back singapore for work d..
p/s:i have to emphasize here first..
i am not blaming my dear for not accompanying me..
i should be understanding as his work is important..
i should be satisfy because yesterday night my dear sang a song for me..
so lum.. love u dear..muackssss ♥♥

dear,no matter what u think,what u are,i will still support u..
i will still love u as d first day i am..
hope we can stay sweet forever... ^^ ♥♥

today morning went for a movie
"Home Coming" with my mum..
d movie is so nice and funny...
enjoy laughing in the cinema..haha =D

~saturday~

today went jusco to buy something with my dear ji mui,sook hui..
we went for our lunch and shop here and there for thing she want..
after mission is completed, we went for sticker photo..
long time din take d lei..
last time we went for it every 31/12, before one year ends..
but now, everyone was busy with their work..
it's a bit hard for us to gather everyone together..
hope there are one day for all of us to gather together to refresh our memories..

~officially 21~

my birthday over d lo..
now aldy 21 years old..big big girl lo.. ^^
but my dear is not with me..too bad..
but we celebrated my birthday b4 he back..

yesterday what i did...???
nothing special la..stay at home lo..
keep on cleaning up my room..haiz..

today my mum bought me a white gold necklace..
it's a key..for my 21st birthday..hehe =)
thanks mum..muackssss <3<3
for my dad,gave me an angpau..
ask me to save d money up..hehe ^^

although nothing special on my birthday, but i am satisfy enough..
cos i got my family and my lovely dear dear with me..
they are always so good to me..thanks thanks



p/s: yesterday found some old-days photo..just wish to share here..hehe ^^

~new day~

today when i wake up, i saw a msg from him...
"dear,i reached sg lo..continue go to sleep first.."
it means my dear really back to sg d..
no more a dream..is a reality..

so today will be a new day for me..
now only i discovered i got many things to do..
but because wanna go out with my dear,i just left everything behind..
now it's time to start everything...!!!
what do i actually need to do..??
1.prepare and have a meeting for TU camp(March)
2.register for my studies in SUNWAY
3.clean up and tidy up my room
4.many many more......

hope i can finished it before the CNY ends..
gambateh ya~

p/s: dear, i will start to miss u muchie...hope u too lo ^^

~my sweetest CNY, birthday and Valentine's Day~

i think for so long for what title to put for my blog..
hehe ^^ i am now writing this blog with a definitely complicated feeling..
super happy + super sweet + super sad + super down..

happy + sweet..
my dear had gave me a wonderful and sweetest early birthday and Valentine'day celebration..
yesterday(07/02), we went to Folie-Folie for my birthday dinner..
actually we planned to go San Francisco SteakHouse for dinner..
but since both of us dislike steak, so choose to go Folie-Folie..
surprisingly, there are my favourite Haagen-Dazs ice-cream there..so happy ^^
we enjoyed our dinner..
my dear said i look so happy cos i keep on smiling throughout the whole night..
hehe ^^ sure happy la..

today(08/02) is d day we went for Valentine's day celebration..
since my dear is going back to singapore tonight..
so we can only go for lunch and movie..
i requested him to give me flower for Valentine's present but he refused..
he said he will only give me Carnasion or chrysanthemum...
but today..he suddenly bring me a bouquet of roses..so touching..T.T

super sad + down:
today is d day my dear is leaving..really ng se dek..huhu
but this is d fact..i can only accept it..
my dear ask me to think like this:
"everything just back to normal..nothing to be sad..i am still always be there for u"
no choice lo..we need to communicate through internet and phone call lo..
miss u muchie dear.. <3

dear, i will be definitely missing u hardly..
hope time can pass faster now..so that i can see u again ma..hehe ^^
love u ya~ muackssssss
and thank you for everything..

~these are the movie i had watched with my darling.. =)~




~my birthday celebration at Folie-Folie.. =)~


~this is my biggest and sweetest surprise from my dear.. ^^~

~Chinese New Year~

i had my celebration of CNY at kampar, my grandpa house..
nothing special..everything went like last year..
the only different is this year may be the sweetest year for me..
why...??? hehe...
1.nian sum sup..my dear bought me a cake to celebrate my early birthday at kampar with my family and relatives
2. chor yat..my dear purposely come and fetch me to buy MCD and share d ice-cream with me..
3.chor yi..i said i din go out for dinner..he said he wanna bring me go buy dinner or buy wat i wan to eat to me..

but chor yi and chor sum i cant see him cos he got his own program.. ^^
chor sei only watch movie in d afternoon lo..pity me oh..

anyway, hope everyone enjoy this CNY and have a good rest on this holiday lo..
Happy Blessed Chinese New Year and all d best to everyone in a brand new year...
Hooray...!!!

here are some photo taken on this CNY..